Dont wanna be a pRoduct to my environment, I wAnna my environmenT be a product of me...I am a maN from the beautiful islaNd,bAngka. I am the quiet chilD that awaits the day for me to break free. I am a daydreamer, yet I live each moment as intensely as possible. I have an optimistic and loving vieW on the world and Its living creatures, yet am also realistic. I cherish love, faith and hoPe. Miracles happen each day. Life exists of magic. And, art is more than beaUty, its a certain view on life. A realization has surfaced. PeRhAps Ive giveN out The wrong Impression. Should I change it? Or should I solely change my endless whining, which even I, am getting sick of? I suppose thats best. Im really going to do better. Or at least try harder. But not forget about myself along the way. I have been trying to maintain a perfect balance, yet I keep outweighing myself. I wish to work harder and enjoy more, but the enjoying things more has been interfering with my working harder, which has repeatedly led me to calamity. Im a man, and this is supposed to be the most thrilling time of my life.. and I couldnt be more bored. Honestly, my life is so dull. It seems such a waste for someone who is filled with such passion and romance inside of others. I wish I didnt have to be so melodramatic all the time, have to dramatize and romance up my life. I wish I could do the things I always wish to do.